Wednesday, May 09, 2001

The past few days have been lessons on renewing the mind.. I have failed many times the past week but I have slowly started to understand the magnitude of the problem..

I realize that I have fallen short of God's expectations for me and this would have caused my blessings to decrease (it might have) so now I am determined not to mess up my future further.. I need to have my mind renewed to take hold of the promises of God.. "Be transformed by the renewal of your mind" is a verse that I remember often..

Today, as usual, there was some commotion at work.. Ganesh is still not keen on having the shares split at anything less than 60:40 with the investor and this could be a major fly in the ointment.. so now the folks - Makesh, Santosh, Alwyn, Yegi etc are seriously thinking of starting up a new firm at my place here... Ganesh has apparently said that lay-offs will need to start soon and that if some of the department heads quit, it might help. I will just wait and see.. Also, I managed to get my tickets to the US confirmed at last. I leave on the 11th of May via Seoul.. might be fun.