My old life

God has been teaching me the consequences of disobedience.. he has chastened me and taught me to fear him now.. my actions have consequences and I cannot hope to get away from it all by just confessing my sins when I commit these deliberately... This has been a very valuable lesson, one I hope not to forget.

God has been teaching me over the past few days to respect authority as well as to submit to it.. also God has been teaching me about not gossiping. I hope to change.

Over the past few days, it has become reasonably clear that I have found favour in the eyes of a lot of people and I have only God to thank for that. When I sin, one of the consequences that I notice is that this favour decreases and I get myself into trouble.

One of the things that worries me these days is that I don't get as much work as I used to. Hope that changes.

Another thing that I have learnt over the past few days is that Rebekah and Pavithra - though great people, keep many secrets from me which they quite willingly share with other people I know. This hurt me a bit but now I have gotten over it and I have learnt to accept it. I realise at this point that this was most probably because I have betrayed their trust in some way in the past. I hope to stop making these mistakes again... Also I hope not to get into these relationships again.

posted by Prem @ 11:07 AM